The Sunshine Blogger Award

Aaaaah yes. Spring time! The time of new life, rejuvenation, aaaaaand FINALS. If you listen closely you can hear the college students screaming in the far distance. Lend them an ear and prayer if you don’t mind. We all need it at this point in the semester.

But, I am choosing to take a break from studying to announce the exciting news that I have been nominated for the Sunshine Blogger Award thanks to the lovely and brilliant Natalie over on The Texas Lass. She’s probably one of my longest running blog buddies so please check out her corner of the internet and maybe, I don’t know… HER NEWLY RELEASED BOOK Reciprocity!! Get it before it FLIES off the shelves and becomes an exclusive collectors item that is a remnant of writerly genius! Or something like that…ahem.

Getting back to the award! We must instill some rules here because the Wild West this blog is not.

The Rules:

• Display the award’s official logo somewhere on your blog. 
• Thank the person who nominated you. 
• Provide a link to your nominator’s blog. 
• Answer your nominator’s questions. 
• Nominate up to 11 bloggers. 
• Ask your nominees 11 questions. 
• Notify your nominees by commenting on at least one of their blog posts.

Boom. First rule done. Gorgeous Award Banner displayed in all its glory.

As for rule #5, I’ve been sort of been MIA so many of my blogging friends are on hiatus so I shall see how many nominees I can manage. I promise I shall give it all and do my very best to find fitting award bearers. Now onto the fun part- the questions!

1. You’re stuck on a desert island with the main character of the last movie you watched. Are you two escaping, or inevitably getting eaten by crabs?

The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring was indeed the last full film I watched. And here is where we have to ask the complicated question of who the main character is. The story is pretty well divided between Aragorn and Frodo. One companion will almost certainly led to the death of us both via crabs and the other a much more suitable survival companion. Though it is probably safe to say that neither character would be too excited to be stuck with the likes of me in a ANY survival scenario. My body is built for fragility, pining, and writing snarky things about the world around me.

2. What was your main reason for starting a blog?

I’m not entirely sure. A mixture of things I think. The want to experiment with web design and produce something cool and pretty. Also wanting to foster a writing community. And, as Breanna Mentioned over on A Christian Kid’s Journal, just a dash of pride. All together and nice little cocktail of motivation.

3. What book absolutely deserves to be made into a movie?

The Magic Thief by Sarah Prineas. Given that they wouldn’t be butchered.

These books really do have it all. Dragons. Magic Rocks. Wizards. Witches. More Magic Rocks. (They’re shiny too!!).

Another solid contender is The Dark Hills Divide by Patrick Carmen. A staple of my childhood as it involved talking animals and… *GASP* magic rocks!!!

Please don’t laugh. These books were 99% of my personality in middle school. Needless to say, I wasn’t the *most* popular at the time.

4. What movie will you always rewatch?

I am a rewatch queen. I’m a girl of comfort foods and comfort movies. I go through phases where I just want to rewatch one thing and that’s what I’m thinking of and watching every night for about a week. Popular picks of mine include Lord of the Rings (The Hobbit movies included. You have to start from the beginning, you heathen), Star Wars (Prequels included but Disney Sequels secluded. They don’t exist in my mind. There are no Disney Sequels on this blog), The Chronicles of Narnia, The How to train your Dragon movies, The Kung-fu Panda movies (The fourth excluded here), aaaand I could keep going. But those are the first ones that popped into my head so they must be important to me. nd yes, before you ask, I do the same thing with shows too (What’s better than binge watching Hogan’s Heroes and Rawhide when you’re sick?).

5. Do you wear socks with sandals? If so, what is wrong with you?

No…but maybe yes.

Not OUT of course. Socks and Scandals is a fashion crime punishable by 50 years in fashion Azkaban. But for 30 seconds when I need to go out and grab groceries and I have some snuggly lil socks on…. I’m not going to go to all the trouble to peel them off just for my pride, okay?

6. You can go back in time for fifteen minutes. Where are you going and why?

This is entirely a cliché but I’d go back and see my past self and tell her things were going to be alright. Specifically me from about a year and a half ago. That’s when I first made the big move to move out of my parents house and my situation was…let’s just say less than ideal. People from all parts of my life said it was going to be “alright”, but I think there was a part of me that was like, “Okay. But what if its not. What if I’m that 1/100 chance where everything just goes wrong.”

I often live with the fear that I am the outlier but in a bad way. Things work out for most people. Tragedies don’t seem to happen to most people. But what if I am not most people?

I think if I saw myself in one piece and happy, I would finally believe it.

7. Do you like to write while listening to music/ambience, or in blessed silence?

Ambience is all my little stressed brain can handle. Lyrics beg me to sing along and then all focus is lost. Rain sounds are fantastic but some good old tavern ambience never hurt anyone. I have a whole study playlist of soundtracks too that also work marvelously for me when writing.

ALSO. Video game Soundtracks.

Perfectly tailored to promote focus and mimic ambience all the same time.

8. If you could wish for any one thing and have it come true, what would it be?

Probably to be able to write for my career. Not just any writing though- DRIVEL. I want to be able to write self-indulgent drivel and somehow get paid for it. Tech writing would contribute too much to the world I’m afraid. I want to get paid for my Avatar the Last Airbender and DnD self insert fanfiction. Any takers?

9. Have you gotten into any new fandoms lately? What are they?

I do wish but alas, I haven’t had much time as of late to get invested in any media that requires me to sit for long periods of time. Between work and school, I am reduced to a brain dead zombie that only wants to scroll through Pinterest at the end of the day before crashing and sleeping for a less then the recommended amount of sleep a human should get. I love being an undergraduate.

10. Are you a morning person or a night owl?

I am always tired no matter the time of day.

This is the unfortunate truth of my college life currently but I do think that will change. My prime functioning hours are 9-5pm but I do love having the evening time to myself. That is MY time and no one can take it away from me. Except for maybe my night time job schedule. *goes to weep in the corner with my coffee*

11. Do you prefer animated or live-action films and shows?

Animated. Hands down. I just love the crazy sort of range of emotions you can portray in the animated medium that doesn’t look at all right in live action but then look too bland if you dumb it down (see disney remakes here.).

Then there’s the charm factor. There’s something inherently endearing about animation that transcends age and culture. Whether it’s the whimsical antics of Looney Tunes or the heartfelt journeys of Studio Ghibli, animated characters have a way of worming their way into our hearts and staying there long after the credits roll. Plus, who can resist the allure of a good old-fashioned dance number performed by a troupe of singing penguins?

And last but not least, let’s talk about nostalgia. For many of us, animation is more than just a form of entertainment; it’s a portal to our childhoods, a time when the world was full of wonder and anything seemed possible. Whether it’s revisiting the classics (The Incredibles? Ratatouille??? Cars 2????? Need I go on???) or discovering new favorites, animation has a way of transporting us back to simpler times, if only for a little while. Heck, sometimes I don’t even have to see the animation to feel the nostalgia punch- all it takes is the enormous, vibrating hum of the THX Logo as it blows the speakers out of any poor, unsuspecting television (Then comes the age old scramble to find the remote. Ah. The good ol days, amiright?).

Gosh, are we done already? Time for the nominees! I think I shall nominate a few blogs I follow regardless of whether or not they are aware of my existence. So, I nominate

Little Blossoms for Jesus

Ailish Sinclair

Miraculous Homeschool

UsandLove

Sircharlesthepoet

Andrea the Illustrator

My questions are as follows:

1. If you could have any superpower for a day, what would it be and why?
2. What’s the weirdest food combination you secretly love?
3. If you could live in any fictional world for a week, where would you choose?
4. What’s the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you in public?
5. If you were a flavor of ice cream, what would you be and why?
6. What’s your go-to karaoke song, and why does it speak to your soul?
7. If you could swap lives with any celebrity for a day, who would it be and what would you do?
8. What’s your most irrational fear, and how do you cope with it?
9. If you could time travel to any era, past or future, where would you go and what would you do?
10. What’s the most unusual talent you possess that few people know about?
11. If you could invent a new holiday, what would it be called and how would we celebrate it?

Have fun, fellow bloggers and writers!

How to Develop Your Own Writing Style

Tips to Find Your Voice

In the vast landscape of literature, one of the most cherished attributes a writer can possess is their unique personal style. Much like a fingerprint, your writing style is a distinct imprint of your voice, personality, and perspective. Whether you’re penning prose, composing poetry, or crafting content, cultivating your own literary identity can elevate your work from mere words on a page to a captivating expression of self. So, how does one go about developing their personal style in writing? Let’s delve into the art and craft of writer-ly self-discovery.

1. Know Thyself:

   Before you can develop your personal style, it’s essential to have a deep understanding of who you are as a writer and what you wish to communicate to your audience (Whoever that is! This is another important thing to think about! Who are you writing to? Young Adults? Grieving mothers? Your Great Aunt Mildred? Each of these audiences need different things and you have different things to offer them!) . Reflect on your passions, experiences, and worldview. What themes resonate with you? What emotions stir your soul? By tapping into your innermost thoughts and feelings, you lay the foundation for your unique literary voice. What story do you want to tell? And to whom?

2. Read Widely and Analytically:

   Reading is the nourishment of the writer’s soul. It is the protein shake of your writing inspiration diet… alright this metaphor is falling apart quickly so let’s keep going before somebody notices….

Immerse yourself in a diverse range of literature, from classic novels to contemporary poetry, from genre fiction to literary essays. Pay attention not only to the stories themselves but also to the stylistic choices of the authors. Notice the rhythm of their sentences, the cadence of their prose, the imagery they employ. Take inspiration from writers you admire while remaining true to your own voice. Which CAN be easier said than done. Try to not get all caught up in one singular writer’s work or one genre for fear of having one type of inspirational voice droning in your head. I’m really bad about this too when I write right after listening to an audio book. I am not British and yet sometimes I type like I am because Patrick Stewart reading the Chronicles of Narnia is phenomenal.

3. Experiment with Different Forms and Genres:

   Don’t be afraid to step outside your comfort zone and explore various forms and genres of writing. Whether it’s crafting short stories, experimenting with flash fiction, or delving into creative nonfiction, each genre offers its own unique opportunities for expression. Allow yourself the freedom to play with language, structure, and narrative voice until you find the perfect fit for your style.

4. Hone Your Craft:

   Developing your personal style is an ongoing journey that requires dedication and practice. Commit to honing your craft through regular writing exercises, workshops, and feedback from peers. Pay attention to the feedback you receive (even if it makes you cry sometimes. The only thing worse than killing your darlings is hearing them be critiqued), but always trust your instincts and stay true to your artistic vision. Remember, there are no shortcuts to mastery; it’s through persistence and perseverance that your voice will truly shine.

5. Embrace Authenticity:

   Above all, authenticity is the cornerstone of developing your personal style in writing. Don’t try to mimic the voices of others or conform to trends (As previously stated. Sorry Patrick Stewart); instead, embrace your unique perspective and let your voice ring true. Your readers will be drawn to the sincerity and originality of your writing, and it’s through embracing your authentic self that you’ll forge a deep and lasting connection with your audience (Good ol’ Aunt Mildred or whomever you’ve decided upon).

To Wrap Things Up…

I hope you find these tips both enjoyable and helpful to you. And remember, your voice might change a little with time because, after all, YOU change as well. And that’s okay. It’s alright if you need to revisit your goals. It is okay to reshape your voice along with your experiences as needed or even if you simply notice a shift in your writing over time. As a writer, adopting the mantra that change is good can help you down the road.

Good luck out there and remember- there’s no one who can tell your story like you.

Is AI the Death of Writing?

In the era of AI, where algorithms churn out articles, generate poetry, and even compose music, one cannot help but wonder: Does this spell the death of human creativity and expression? Are we witnessing the demise of writing as we know it, relegated to mere spectators in a world dominated by silicon minds? Or could this be the dawn of a new renaissance, where human ingenuity and artificial intelligence can coexist?

Let’s address the elephant in the digital room…

AI-generated content as a whole. With algorithms capable of mimicking human language patterns and generating text that is indistinguishable from that produced by humans, it’s natural to feel a pang of existential unease. After all, if a machine can write an article or craft a story with the same eloquence and flair as a human, where does that leave us, the stewards of language and imagination?

Some argue that AI heralds the death of writing, reducing it to a mechanized process devoid of soul and authenticity. They lament the loss of the human touch, the ineffable spark of creativity that breathes life into words. They fear a future where algorithms dictate the narrative, rendering human writers obsolete relics of a bygone era. This is both understandable though is a take that I believe lacks nuance and ignores any potential AI has to offer.

I can’t help but wonder that perhaps such fears are premature, for beneath the veneer of AI lies a deeper truth: it is but a tool, a means to amplify human potential rather than supplant it. Instead of viewing AI as a threat, we can embrace it as a collaborator, a muse that sparks inspiration and challenges us to push the boundaries of our creativity. All that being said, we cannot ignore the new problems AI introduces into the writing world with people trying to pass of generated work as their own without any clarification. I agree that this is both a frustrating but almost inevitable outcome when it comes to new technologies- there are people out there who will choose to misuse it. But does that mean we must throw out new technologies all together? This question is becoming more and more complicated to answer I’m afraid though I do hope that we are not so quick to throw AI in the bin all together.

It Has Its Uses…

Consider, for instance, the phenomenon of AI-assisted writing. Tools like predictive text algorithms and grammar checkers can streamline the writing process, helping writers refine their craft and polish their prose. Far from stifling creativity, these tools can serve as springboards for innovation, freeing writers from the mundane constraints of spelling and grammar to focus on the artistry of storytelling.

Moreover, AI can provide one with prompts and ideas that spark the imagination. Or even get you started on a story when you need a jumping off point. This is great for when you’re feeling uninspired or find yourself with a bit of writer’s block.

As we stand on the precipice of a digital revolution, let’s try not to lose our heads. There are plenty of problems with AI, especially when we start talking about AI art and the likes but, as it concerns writing especially, AI can be an invaluable tool when used correctly. Let’s keep our minds open (but not so open our brains fall out of course!)

Stay vigilant and educated, my fellow writers!

I’m Making Silly Little Generators Again!

I was bored the other day and decided to come up with another generator. So, I present you- the date generator! Use it as you want- a generator to create a fun little outing with your friends or even a writing prompt to send your characters on these little hang outs. Link the generator is here.

Google Docs vs. Microsoft Word: Which is the better Word Processing Tool?

Ah, the question that plagues the digital scribes of our time: Google Docs vs. Microsoft Word. Which is better? Which is the stronger writing tool? This really isn’t a question I’ve seen asked a whole lot if I’m being entirely honest, but I have noticed that people tend to be pretty strong on whether or not they prefer one over the other. And why might that be? What strengths do each have to offer? Which would best fit you and your writing style? These are questions I hope to answer as I dive into the pros and cons of each word processor.

Let’s start with the heavyweight champion of the word processing world: Microsoft Word. Ah yes, the familiar embrace of the blue-and-white interface, the comforting click of keys as you type, the reassuring presence of Clippy (may he rest in peace). Word has long been the go-to tool for writers, editors, and procrastinators alike, offering a robust suite of features for crafting everything from essays to epic novels.

With its extensive formatting options, powerful grammar checker, and seamless integration with other Microsoft Office applications, Word is like a well-worn pair of slippers – reliable, comfortable, and always there when you need it.

Need to create a table of contents? Word’s got you covered. Want to track changes or collaborate with colleagues? No problem. Need to add some pizzazz to your document with fancy fonts and snazzy graphics? Just a few clicks away. Any questions or entirely lost? I’ve been a big fan of Microsoft’s help feature where you type into the bar what you’re trying to do. It isn’t perfect as you need to be pretty specific with your wording to find a function, but it’s been more helpful for me than the instances where it isn’t. In fact, this feature is one of the big things I miss when I try to use google docs. I get confused and then go to type it into the help bar only to find that it isn’t there.

Then, emerging from the digital ether like a phoenix rising from the ashes, we have Google Docs. Sleek, streamlined, and oh-so-socially conscious, Docs is the new kid-er, or should I say software? on the block, disrupting the traditional word processing paradigm with its cloud-based collaboration features and minimalist design.

Unlike Word, which requires a hefty software installation and a subscription fee, Docs lives in the cloud, accessible from any device with an internet connection and a web browser. This makes it ideal for collaborative projects, allowing multiple users to edit a document simultaneously and see changes in real-time – no more emailing attachments back and forth or worrying about version control.

But while Google Docs may be the darling of the digital nomad set, it’s not without its drawbacks. The formatting options are somewhat limited compared to Word, and the grammar checker leaves much to be desired. Plus, if you’re a die-hard fan of Microsoft’s suite of Office applications, you may find Docs lacking in some areas. This is my very problem with it- it’s a little TOO minimalist. Everything I want done to my document (within reason of course) I want to be able to do on my singular word processor. I don’t want to have to search out other tools. Sure, if you want to keep it simple and have all your documents on one cloud, that’s great! Sounds like Google Docs is the application for you. For me personally however, it can leave much to be desired features wise.

Let’s not get too ahead of ourselves though before announcing Microsoft Word the supreme word processor. It’s got some glaring flaws too that I think are worth pointing out and going more in depth on. So, let’s take a moment to explore the underbelly of the behemoth that is Microsoft Word. Despite its undeniable dominance in the world of word processing, even this titan has its Achilles’ heel.

First, let’s talk about my main issue with Microsoft products in general- price. One of the most glaring drawbacks of Microsoft Word is its cost. While some users may have access to it through institutional licenses or subscription packages, others may find the standalone price prohibitive, especially for occasional users or those on a tight budget.

Next, let’s discuss Microsoft word’s complexity. While I bashed Google docs for being a bit too simplified, I think an argument could be made that Microsoft Word is too complicated and overloads you with too many options, especially if you’re not used to the plethora of menus. In short, while Word offers a plethora of features and functionalities, this can also be its downfall. The sheer breadth of options available can overwhelm novice users, leading to frustration and a steep learning curve. From formatting quirks to obscure settings buried in nested menus, navigating Word’s labyrinthine interface can sometimes feel tedious and frustrating.

Additionally, it is also worth noting that Word, as an application, is Resource Intensive.  Word is notorious for being a resource hog, consuming memory and CPU cycles like a hungry-hungry hippo. This can lead to sluggish performance on older or less powerful computers, especially when working with large documents or complex layouts.

Next, I want to discuss Word’s issue of Proprietary Formats. Word’s native file format (.docx) can be both a blessing and a curse. While it offers advanced features like document encryption and metadata preservation, it can also pose compatibility issues when sharing files with users of other word processing software. This lock-in to a proprietary format can be frustrating for users who value interoperability and open standards.

So, dear reader, which is the superior writing tool: Google Docs or Microsoft Word? As with all things in life (and I’m sure you saw this coming), the answer ultimately depends on your personal preferences and specific needs. If you value flexibility, collaboration, and ease of access, Docs may be the way to go. But if you crave versatility and a robust feature set, Word reigns supreme.

In the end, whether you’re pounding out a novel, drafting a memo, or composing a love letter to your significant other (hey, no judgment here), the most important thing is to find a writing tool that works for you – because when it comes to putting pen to digital paper, it’s not about the software, it’s about the story you’re telling. So, try not to get all caught up on picking a font or writing tool and just write. I know you’re probably procrastinating just as I am penning this blog post. I guess we’d both better get back to it?

An Honest Review of Substack: Is it worth your time?

Here recently I’ve been hearing a lot about Substack from the greater writing community. Many of my writing professors recommend it, a few of my writing friends have mentioned it, and so I joined to see what the hub-bub was about. After all, monetizing your writing content and having access to your favorite author’s newsletter sounds amazing, right? And a new writing community to interact with? Count me in!

If you’re like me three week ago, then you probably don’t know that is, that’s okay! I’m going to enlighten you with a quick rundown of what Substack is and why I’m on it along with my thoughts on the site as a whole (the good, the bad, and the meh). The most important thing for you to know upfront however is that, in short, it’s a writing community type platform. So if any of that sounds interesting to you, then please, I implore you to keep reading.

What is Substack anyways?

Substack is a platform that lets writers do what they do best: write. But here’s the twist – instead of shouting into the void of social media or hoping for a lucky break with traditional publishing, writers on Substack can build their own audience and connect directly with readers who appreciate their unique voice and perspective via newsletters sent into their feeds. It very similar to wordpress in a way and allows one to consolidate their writer newsletter subscriptions.

Think of it as a DIY publishing empire, minus the stuffy boardroom meetings and corporate red tape. Writers can set up their own newsletter, penning anything from personal essays to political commentary to niche hobby guides, and deliver it straight to their subscribers’ inboxes like a literary love letter.

But wait, there’s more! Substack isn’t just about writing – it’s about building a community. Readers can engage with writers through comments, discussions, and even exclusive Q&A sessions or virtual book clubs. It’s like joining a book club where the author is always present and the snacks are unlimited (well, metaphorical snacks, but you get the idea).  This I think is my favorite potential draw of Substack.

Monetizing Your Writing Content

Additionally, Substack gives writers the freedom to monetize their work on their own terms. Whether it’s through paid subscriptions, one-time donations, or exclusive content for loyal supporters, writers have the power to turn their passion into profit without sacrificing their creative integrity. I mean, I know writing makes a ton of money already but just in case you wanted to make a few more meager coins for your hard writing work.

There are some Potential drawbacks…

I will add that Substack isn’t all sunshine and rainbows. I think it’s a potentially a great platform for writers, of course, but I can already see some potential issues with the site even after just recently signing up. It’s still a somewhat new site having been launched in 2017 (sheesh maybe not that young. That was 6 years ago!) so that is something to keep in mind as it hasn’t had as much time to evolve yet when compared to other popular social medias like Instagram, facebook, or twitter.

Newsletter clutter

With so much content vying for attention, it’s like trying to find a needle in a haystack or, more accurately, like trying to find that one specific paper you’re looking for in a cluttered desk. How’s a reader supposed to keep up with it all? It’s a veritable digital avalanche of words, and if your newsletter isn’t captivating enough, it might just get lost in the shuffle. Only after a few subscriptions, I found my feed cluttered and hard to navigate. With so many options out there, readers might suffer from subscription fatigue and start treating their inbox like a junk drawer – full of forgotten treasures and abandoned dreams.

The Fun of Monetization

While Substack offers writers the tantalizing promise of monetization, turning a profit isn’t always a walk in the park. From setting subscription prices to convincing readers to open their wallets, it’s like trying to sell ice to an Eskimo – or, in this case, selling newsletters to subscribers who’ve already got a full inbox.

How to Even Stand Out?

It is very unclear how to even start building on audience in Substack or how to stand out. Beyond advertising your content on other social medias where you are already assumed to have a following, I haven’t seen much of a way to create a writing community from scratch. Tags don’t really seem to be used though there are separated topic categories that contain a lot of other content creators- an overwhelming amount actually. I find it hard to believe that amongst the many pushed and popular news letters that it would be easy for a starting writer to even be noticed.

Many of Your Favorite Authors are Not to Be found

Substack, being launched in 2017 as I have previously mentioned, could still be classified as a relatively new site. So, as a result, many of your favorite authors probably don’t have one yet or at least aren’t active. As a reader, I would think this would be the biggest draw but I don’t think Substack is popular enough yet to quite offer this as a draw.

Still might be worth it maybe perhaps??

But everything has its ups and downs. Who knows? Maybe Substack really is the future of monetizing your writing content? As a writer myself, I do hope so but I guess we’ll just have to wait and see. I’m just here for the ride. And if you decide that you want to be along for the ride too, here’s my Substack handle: click here!

Take care and Thanks for reading!

A Little Writerly Life Update

Tennessee weather is so unpredictable. Last week there was a chance of snow, this week it feels mid fall. Not that I’m complaining about the 60-70-ish degree weather. It’s a rather nice break from the grey I’ve been dealing with most of January.

It’s weird to think that it’s already almost March. 2023 felt like it ended just yesterday and suddenly we’re almost 3 months in. I hear that’s a sign you’re getting old but if that’s true, then please don’t tell me and allow me to live in blissful, timeless ignorance.

Hope you all have been doing well and that 2024 (that year still doesn’t feel real) is treating you well! I just thought it would be fun to do a nice little writerly life update seeing as I have a few matters to discuss and update the wide web on. I know you’re all waiting with baited breath.

First order of business, I’ve been working on a chapbook! It’s been in the making since last fall semester of 2023 and I finally am pulling all the pieces together. It’s a combination of everything I enjoy- poetry, science, stainglass windows, and angsty little musings about how I’ve poured money into an education and yet, on the cusp of my senior year, I still feel clueless. Yaknow. The standard stuff. A little sneak peak page can be seen below:

I hope to enter a chapbook contest and submit it for online publishing but we’ll see where this little project takes me. It was loads of fun to work on and I can’t wait to see what I end up doing with it whether its publish it or set it on fire. What matters is I am essentially done!

Second order of business, I am taking all writing classes this semester! I just need to finish up my silly little writing minor so I’m taking The Creative Market Place as well as Short stories and Fiction. Oh, and walking. Yes, I am taking a walking class. I needed the credit.

The Creative Market Place is a cool class where I get a little bit more insight on the business side of being a writer. We recently finished up a peer review workshop where we critiqued each other’s papers and reviewed books. Generally workshops can be a source of stress because I want to sit down and write a thorough and extensive feedback paper for each piece but, alas, time is not always on my side. Not to mention the fun of sharing your work to a class room. I was surprised to find that, ironically, sharing my overly angsty, corny poems doesn’t bother me in a class room setting but writing something semi-professional is. I think I just have to try extra hard to be professional and the poetry thing is just kind of fun. So when my professional review sucks, that’s a little more of a blow to my writer ego (something’s gotta keep it in check).

Short stories in fiction is bother wonderful and awful. I ma having to fight against my long-winded tendency to describe everything in a room and what every single skin cell looks like on a character. I blame my consumption of Tolkien literature I think.

Final order of business, I am figuring out what I am doing with my life. This has proved to be a most arduous task and I still haven’t quite completed it. Most days I find myself torn between the two moods of “Yay! I’m almost done with school!” and “Oh no, I’m almost done with school!”. I’m not entirely sure what the future has in store for me with a bio degree and a creative writing minor. I am not entirely certain whether this writing thing will just be a brainless little hobby that I do when come home from a long day working at a lab or if it will actually be a part of my professional life. I guess it’s just whatever doors God chooses to open. So, with this in mind, I’m trying not to spontaneously melt from the stress. I know it’ll all turn out alright. All my college seniors out there know the feeling I’m sure.

And that’s it! Or all the important stuff at any rate. Thanks for taking the time to read my existential crisis about my quickly approaching future. Feel free to share any anxiety tips in the comments below and take care!

Nature, Childhood, and Brood

Childhood. It is something that is near all our hearts. I am sure many of us can recall summers spent outdoors. Bare are feet skimming the soft grass. The scent of freshly cut grass. The distant hum of cicadas. Fireflies blinking and winking at us from the dark. Fresh air that zips past us as we run and play and enjoy nature and childhood freedom.

Nature and childhood is often something that is connected in our minds, whether we realize it or not. It is this connection that Kimiko Hahn taps into in her chapbook titled “Brood”.  She explores this connection through a series of poems giving us a full sense of her childhood and nostalgia.

Hahn is a seasoned poet who is the author of a whopping 10 poetry books. This includes but it not limited to Foreign Bodies (W. W. Norton, 2020), Brain Fever (Norton, 2014), Toxic Flora (Norton, 2010), The Unbearable Heart (Kaya, 1996) which was the winner of the American Book Award, and Earshot (Hanging Loose Press, 1992), winner of the Theodore Roethke Memorial Poetry Prize and an Association of Asian American Studies Literature Award. Science and nature are common themes in her work and this chapbook is no exception when it comes to this.

Hahn grew up in New York and Tokyo. It makes one wonder if these urban backdrops caused her mind to wonder to what little nature there was in her childhood. Her chapbook “Brood” even opens with a little snapshot of a Damselfly caught in a web.

“When you spot a damselfly

Caught in a spider’s thread

Blow gently…”

Early on, Hahn draws our attention to the delicate and intricacies of nature. But, these pictures are also contrasted with humanity and the modern. One such poem titled “Folding Fan Advertising Kikkoman Soy Sauce” exemplifies this while also introducing us to a memory and a person who has passed.

“My kindergarten handprint in clay! Pearls! But you never belonged to me. I’m not sure I care, odd ephemera in the debris of my father’s home.”

She does the same in the following poem titled “Noise”.

“The neighbors teething baby wails, a grating cranks shut, a woman calls out, a man shouts back, the sanitation truck pulls to the curb with engine, men, and suction…”

Overall, this contrast between nature and the modern creates a well-rounded experience as Hahn delves into feelings of loss, nostalgia, and family. Hahn masterfully weaves these thoughts and ideas together to give us a colorful picture of childhood and her specific upraising. It is just a small peak as the works are often brief, but they are rich with vivid imagery and beautiful scenes that pull us in from the first sentence.

Pssst! Hey! Thanks for reading! This post is a bit different from my usual blog posts but I read this chapbook and did a review on it for school so I wanted to share. I not only got to pick the book but I found it was fun to share my thoughts. If you’re into poetry, definitely check out Kimiko’s work!

Why I Write

For school, I was tasked for reading a great many number of essays on a singular topic: “Why I Write”. These readings included “Why I Write” by George Orwell, “Why I Write” by Joan Didion, “Why I Write” by Terry Williams, “Why Write” by Paul Austers, “Why I Write” by Reginald Shepherd. Turns out, writers are very concerned about tackling this question and rightly so. Burn-out is a common term used in writing spaces and for good reason. It besets you quickly when you least expect it. Why? Who knows, the answer is rarely the same from person to person. Then there is the whole conundrum of “how so I get out of this head space?”. Turns out, defining your motivations and why you do this whole writing schtick is one good way to get out of this swirling mental blackhole. And so, I created my own “Why I Write” constitution/statement of my own. While this was indeed a school assignment, I still would love to share it. This exercise was unexpectedly cathartic and I definitely recommend you give it a shot if you ever find yourself in a flurry of self doubt and find yourself asking, “Why am I doing this again?”.

I’ve included the video version (created by yours truly) and the essay itself in case you don’t feel like watching my mini-movie filmed on a my old-as-dirt ipad (edited with imovie of course). I won’t be (that) offended, I promise.

The Video:

The Essay:

By Brooke Freeman

I write for a great many number of reasons as do most people I think. Strangely enough, I made a list back in middle school of this very thing. At the tender age of 12, I found that sometimes I didn’t want to work on my story. And so, I made a master list of writing motivation. I dug it up for this question and have been pleasantly surprised that the reasons still very much ring true.

I’m going to share this list with you now in its true form, complete with the starry 2014 bulleted points I had copy-and-pasted from the internet because I could never figure out how to make special characters myself. I will also elaborate on how each reason is true to me to this very day. It’s nice to know that, if anything, I’m consistent.

★ The feeling of reaching that plot twist

As a kid, I posted to a lot of kid targeted writing chat boards. These boards have long since shut down but in this little internet space, I found an audience. Other kids, like me, who loved writing and loved reading. From early on, I found the joy of writing something unexpected and the reaction of those who read it. Even now, this is a process I still find myself taking joy in. Really it’s the community created in such moments that I find myself coming back to.

★Getting to write that scene.

The scene that pictured in all it’s glory. Perhaps the very scene that got me writing the story in the first place to write up to. My chance to drop that one-liner that my young self thought was oh-so-clever. And yet I still do this now. A dynamic captures my fancy. A scene springs to life vividly in my head and I need to write it. And then I build the world around it.

★Improving your writing ability

Improvement is a strange thing. I never felt like I was improving until I figured out that it often takes the form of reading one’s past work and cringing. This is something that is even more accurate now that I’m in college as I find myself cringing a lot at whatever work I pumped out in high school. And yet I don’t hate it. You don’t hate a time capsule because it’s old and outdated. You marvel at it and all the trinkets inside. And then you think about how much has changed, most of it for the better.

★Making your thoughts more cohesive.

That feeling of seeing a project come together is unmatched. I tasted it as a middle-schooler and thought “wow, that’s pretty neat to see how it ties together”. But as life has gotten messier and my thoughts and brain even more so, I think this reason has become more and more prevalent for me.

★Holding your published book in your hands.

I want to hold my words in printed form. Not that that gives them any more importance, but I am drawn to the physical space that words can take up when they’re printed. They’re beautiful as well as accessible.

★The aesthetic of the writing life is impeccable. Drink some tea, type away on a rainy day- indulge in it.

Pompous and shallow as it may sound, writing feels important while you’re doing it. It feels whimsical and sometimes even mysterious. It’s easy to romanticize. Not that you should believe yourself any better than those around you but there should be a certain amount of joy you should take in your writing work. I write because I love doing it. I indulge in it.

★Hearing from other people who have been touched by your work.

And here we are back at community. It has been a big driving force for me as I continue onward on my writing journey. From 12 years old to present, I loved the connection I got from my work. I had no promise back then that my writing would make it big or make an enormous, uncompromising difference. But maybe it did to a fellow 12-year-old browsing a writing message board. It did for me after all.

But I don’t think it’s sufficient to leave it here. Yes, these reasons are still accurate but they are no longer the full extent as to why I write. I think it would be an indicator of lack of growth within the last 10 years to no add to this list by quite a margin.

I am finding in my 20’s that I write because I love. I can end the sentence there as cliché as I’m sure it sounds. But I won’t.

I write because I love so many things. I love peeling oranges on my front apartment steps. Write because I love petting cats that never belong to me but begrudgingly accepts my affection. I love rain, birds, cathedrals, breakfast, coffee, stars, journals that are empty, journals that are filled, cattle on grass, autumn, pancakes, skeletons, tacos, photos, brown eyes, blue eyes, my mother, my sisters, my brother, and my father. I write because I love.

And finally, I write because God has been kind enough (or cruel enough), to put words in inside of me. Then he allowed me to be fed on a steady diet of books. All kinds of books too. Apologia Science textbooks, The Magic Treehouse books, Narnia, Little house on the prairie, Nacy Drew, The Magic Thief, Lord of the Rings, Calvin and Hobbes just to name a few really important ones. I was fed until I was swollen with words and ideas. Then I was handed a pen and paper-or should I say a laptop with a slow internet connection, a pinball game, and a writing program. Then later a typewriter marked down to $50 at a thrift store. Then an actual laptop. Now it’s a Journal. Paper cradled in Leather.

I write because I am overwhelmed by everything it feels like. Some mornings I feel it more deeply than others. And when I do, I crack open my journal or open up my delipidated laptop. And then I write.

Playlists I’ve been playing on Loop

Music has the remarkable ability to set the mood for any creative endeavor. Whether you’re crafting an intense action scene or a poignant love letter, the right musical backdrop can transport you to the emotional landscape you wish to convey. The beat, rhythm, and melody become the heartbeat of your writing, infusing it with the desired atmosphere.

But I’m sure you already know that. My core audience is writers and we love a good backdrop to day dream to. So, I thought it would be fun to share writing playlists that I’ve been playing on repeat because they provide the perfect atmosphere for whatever I’m working on.

This Gremlincore playlist sets a sort of carefree and quirky vibe. I sometimes just put it on when I’m cooking- I don’t have to be writing. It feels like walking through a forest. I feels like catching lightning bugs. It feels like- I need to be paying more attention to whatever I’m doing. I’ve only gotten three words into my story and I’m already distracted by the immaculate atmosphere this playlist creates.

However, one little side note, if you don’t listen to anything else on this playlist, please check out the “Tardigrade Song” by cosmo sheldrake. It is an immaculate work of scientifically accurate art.

Yeaaaah, it’s no secret I’m a very distracted writer these days. But guess what! Music can help with that too! For many writers, creating a zone of focus is crucial if you’re going to get anything done. Music that is instrumental or ambient genres can act as a sort of shield against the distractions that my brain can conjure up. The rhythmic patterns and soothing melodies serve as a buffer, helping me to immerse myself in their work and maintain a steady flow of ideas. Or at least that’s the hope. This playlist particularly has helped me get quite a few writing assignments done as of late so maybe check it out.

Creating the perfect ambiance for writing involves a delicate balance of sounds that can transport you to a mental space conducive to creativity. Ambient noises and curated playlists can play a pivotal role in setting the tone for your writing environment. The subtle hum of raindrops, the distant chirping of birds, or the calming rustle of leaves—these ambient sounds can transform your workspace into a haven for inspiration…..

….. orrrrrr maybe you just wanna feel like a weary traveler trying to furiously write in a rambunctious tavern. When it comes to ambient noises, I tend to go for fantasy settings especially. I just want to feel like something is going on around me and ambient noises greatly help with this craving. I think it may be a partial side effect of living in a house with siblings growing up and having to get some writing or project done nonetheless.

Don’t mind me living out my Barbie’s 12 Dancing Princesses fantasy over here. This playlist is PERFECT for that or perhaps to be the backdrop of any regency/royal story you’re writing. It’s whimsical, magical, dreamlike- all the good things. Check it out if you’re delusional like me and am still living out that princess fantasy.

Aaaaand I think that just about does it! And now I shall attempt to wrap up this silly little sunday blog post of mine!

Ahem!

The joy of crafting creativity lies not only in the words we put on paper but also in the environment we cultivate. The subtle interplay between ambient noises and curated playlists enhances the writing experience, making it more enjoyable AND immersive. Remember, it’s about the journey NOT the destination. (or some drivel like that. Insert dramatic pause here so you have time to let that profound knowledge sink in).

So, the next time you embark on a writing adventure, consider the mood you desire to set. Whether you choose the gentle whispers of nature, that chatter of a tavern, or the curated tunes of a carefully crafted playlist, I hope the playlists I have shared can be a part of your fun little writing sessions. Happy writing!